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The journey without a map.

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My life is one which I never planned and which was taken without maps. Sometimes, it is a journey through the winter landscapes of the soul, that far country where I found myself after unexpected, sudden, and shattering losses. In this landscape there really can be no maps, no markers to chart the course of grief. There I’d been forced to find my own way.


The journey of grief through mourning into melancholy always has a power to connect me to something beyond our existence.

I look at Van Gogh’s painting, Starry Night. What must he have felt in those moments under the canopy of all that brilliant light? I find a quiet and cool burning energy and deep sadness in that painting. Calm joy, and even music of celebration, in recognizing that we are part of the earth and the universe, that we are spiritual dusts floating in the mother universe. And also sadness in recognizing how far away we are from these moments of connection with all of creation. How our lives here are always punctuated with loss and sorrow.

I never looked for anything that evokes painful emotion, but it eventually came to me time to time and kept me growing as a person. I have been learning how much I am blessed from each of the devastating periods of my life.
The more I realize how weak I am, the stronger and more flexible I can become.

You may never know how much healing and creative energy you innately have.

So, my dear children,

I hope that you find the courage to talk to yourself, to your own shadow aspects, when the time comes.
Please do not blame someone or ignore your feelings.
I know it is not at all easy. I know it can be overwhelming.
But trust me, you can overcome the challenges and be reborn again and again as a more mature person through the process.
I am always with you to support you even when I am no longer physically here.
You can feel and talk to my spirit whenever you want to.

Love and blessings to all of you I care about.
Prayer for world peace.


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Thank you for my parents, kids, friends, everyone in the community. Without all of you, this Album wouldn't be born.
by totoatsuko | 2011-12-11 10:24 | Comments(0)
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